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okay well. the last time i wrote in this- a wicked long time ago and alot has changed since then. so disregard all the old shit:) todays thursday-- and i miss my boyfriend. haha. hes at chem lab right now that goes from like 5-9 or something it sucks. i dred thursdays.
school. schools going good for the most part. i have alot of my friends in my classes. which is good cuz i love my friends:) haha. they're amazing. i have a project for oceanography due in like 4 days but i can never get together with my partner to do itt [[so shithead.. call me]] lol. my schedules amazing- such easy classes, but it should be easy, ive worked my ass off the pass 3 years and now yeah, i deserve a break.
today i found out that this girl got beat up twice in 2 days. which sucks, but she totally deserves it. she runs her fucking mouth like no other.. shes a bitch.
k im donee. gotta do my hw. peace outtt.
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Sometimes you'll have bad and good days, and sometimes there will be a mixture. but as you grow up you'll have some unforgetable memories that will always be with you... The friendships you make will come and go, and as you'll look upon the flash backs, there'll always be something about each one you can't forget..You'll move on in life, parents will seperate and you'll feel pain a you didnt know even existed... You'll leave old friends and make new ones, leave the house you lived in for all of your childhood and become something you didn't imagine, and then when you'll see what it's like, and you'll remember that nothing lasts forever
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[11 Jan 2005|10:24pm] |
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NO ONE EVER COMMENTS IN MY JOURNAL. BLAH!
COMMENT BITCHES! OR DIE :)
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[08 Jan 2005|10:32pm] |
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and its killing me.
soooo....
{roll up that blunt & meet me on the porch}
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[06 Jan 2005|09:41pm] |
Your Dominant Intelligence is Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence |

You are naturally athletic and coordinated, good at making your mind and body work together. Sports are fun and easy for you, especially those requiring good hand - eye coordination. There's also a good chance you're a great dancer, or good at expressing yourself through body language. You learn best by doing, and you feel like you've always got to be moving (even if it's just your hands).
You would make a good athlete, physical education teaches, dancer, actor, firefighter, or artisan.
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[05 Jan 2005|10:11pm] |
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I HAVE KISSED SOMEONE: (bold the true)
on the cheek. on the lips. on their hands or fingers. in my room. in their room. of the same sex. of the opposite sex. related to me. (in a family kind of way) younger then me. older than me. with jet black hair. with curly hair. with blonde hair & blue eyes. with flaming red hair. with straight hair. smaller/shorter than me. bigger/taller than me. with a lip ring. who was drunk. who was high. who I had just met. who was homosexual. who I didn't really want to kiss. on a holiday. who was going out with someone close to me. who was my good friend's brother or sister. who had been/is in jail. in a graveyard. (eh. i love u addamm RIP) at a show/concert. at the beach. in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water. who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with. (depends on the state) with dyed hair. with a shaved head. who was/is my good friend. who was/is in a band. who has tattoos. who is of a completely different race than me. in the rain. in another continent besides where I was born. with an accent. with an std. on a boat. in a car/taxi/bus. on a plane. at the circus/carnival. with a missing body part. in the movies. eskimo style.
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[05 Jan 2005|10:06pm] |
JUSTlovINsports: praying bitch JUSTlovINsports: I WANT SNOW!!!!!!!!! ah i want a snow day 2morrow. okay im writing more cuz i can.
sean laughton. id be lost w/ out him<3 hes seriously like 1 of the only ones that doesnt get mad @ me for stating my opinion i love him for that , and other things too<3
kyle lentz. i saw him today. for the 1st time since like september wen we went to the rocehster fair. i guess he tried calling me but i got a new cell. so he couldnt get a hold. i think ill call him this week to chill. :)
nate kinley. last i knew- he was pissed at me i wonder if he still is or not. should i call him? ah. i donno . i dont wanna be upset cuz he might still hate me after what i did? which i have NO idea what it was. itso kay hto
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[30 Dec 2004|11:14pm] |
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its cuz im higher than you.
hungout w/ some cool kats tonight. smoked lots of cheeba. got fucked up. and now im gonna go eat food cuz im a fatass and get a drink cuz my throat is dry. um yah.
did i ever mention that
kyle perron is god:) lol i love u. he can make ANYTHING happen. woop
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[29 Dec 2004|09:28pm] |
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hmm. im bored.
4011- banannas.
4065- green peppers
4688- red peppers
3121- orange peppers
4066 green beans
4050 cantalope
4030 kiwi
4080 aparagus
4927 chesnuts
4028 strawberrys
4075 red lettuce
4072 potatos
4073 red potatos
4068 scallions
4159 vidalia onions
4166 the cutting onions
4663 white onions
4665 yellow onions
3108 oranges
7533 candy.. loose.
91 butter.
4799 green house tomato
4064 reg. tomato.
4135 apples gala
4017 granny smith
4020 golden delicious
4016 red delcious
4051- the rest of the apples.
3082 crown broccoli
4060 reg broccoli.
4239 grapefruit.
010150- what u type in if the person looks over 30.
so um. i think ive been at market basket for a reallllly long time now. i just typed those in like 3 minutes. i've worked all week and i keep hearing that.. beeeep
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[29 Dec 2004|09:20pm] |
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FRIENDS ONLY.
sorry- but some ppl are just bitches.
comment to be added:)
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[28 Dec 2004|12:57pm] |
Bored? ((Over 100 questions)) | Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 57850 times on bzoink! | | [x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x] | | What's your name? :: | Kaylah Riley | | Birthplace :: | dover | | Age :: | to old to count | | Age you act :: | depends who im with | | Current location :: | BTOWN BABY:) | | Eye color :: | Blue | | Hair color :: | light brown? | | Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :: | ambidextrous | | Zodiac sign? :: | pieces. | | Height? :: | 5'5ish | | [x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x] | | Your heritage/nationality :: | white? lol i donno irish i know that | | Your hair :: | curly, sometimes straight when im not lazy | | Your fears :: | dying, being alone | | Your perfect room :: | a pool table. water fountain the middle w/ a 30 inch flatscreen tv in the middle.. o man | | What you practically do in a day :: | shower, eat, sleep. lol .. i dono? | | [x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x] | | Words you overuse :: | hmmmm. | | Phrases you overuse :: | "all time all day" | | Your first thought when you wake up :: | um.. am i late. and i need to pee. | | Your greatest accomplishment :: | probably.. best midfielder in 8th grade. lmao. orrr. hardest drive as a frosh? | | Something you want to do :: | go to the mall and get new clothes<3 | | [x] Part 4 -- This or that [x] | | Pepsi or Coke :: | pepsi | | McDonald's or Burger Kings :: | Burger king | | Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :: | BRITNEY. duh | | Chocolate or vanilla :: | vanilla | | Adidas or Nike :: | both:0 | | Black or white :: | white. | | Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :: | bills | | Burgers or hot dogs :: | burgers | | Egypt or France :: | france | | Rock or rap :: | rapppp | | [x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x] | | Smoke :: | no | | Cuss :: | yes | | Sing well :: | yes | | Sing in the shower :: | yes | | Talk to yourself --a lot-- :: | sometimes | | Believe in yourself :: | sometimes | | Like taking these longass surveys? :: | no.. im bored | | Play an instrument :: | no | | Want to go to college? :: | yes | | Want to get married? :: | yes | | Want to have children? :: | yes | | Think you're a health freak? :: | no | | Get along with your parents :: | sometimes | | Get along with your siblings? :: | yes | | Think you're popular :: | uhh.what kinda ? is that. | | [x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x] | | Gone out of state :: | yes | | Drank alchohal :: | fucking right on. | | Smoke :: | no | | Get high :: | yesss. | | Done any drugs :: | yes. | | Eaten an entire box of oreos :: | no lol. fatass. | | Been on stage :: | umm... yes | | Gone skinny dipping :: | no | | Been dumped :: | no | | Dyed your hair :: | no | | Stolen anything :: | yes | | [x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x] | | Craziest :: | chelsea keaton | | Loudest :: | katie beaudette | | Most shy :: | my friends arnt shy.. lol | | Blondest :: | breanna chandler | | Smartest :: | josh paterson | | Kindest :: | sean laughton | | Best personality :: | nick dunleavy. | | Most talented :: | zach joy. | | Best singer :: | kayla chandler | | Most ghetto :: | oh mmmann. dan desile. | | Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :: | tammie. even tho we arnt friends, she always finds drama. | | Pain in the ass :: | kiki.. hes always askin for money & hes like rich. lol. | | The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):: | justin crowley | | Funniest :: | bryan camara | | Best person for advice :: | sean laughton | | Dependable :: | tiffany hall | | Trustworthy :: | josh michaud | | Druggie :: | kyle lentz & mike burke. | | Most likely to end up in jail :: | tyler bernier. | | Person you've known the longest :: | kailah al-darraji. | | [x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x] | | Last dream :: | um. i got to pick out anything i wanted at the mall and i got it for free. | | Last nightmare :: | kenny died. in a car accident. and i was w/ him | | Car ride :: | .. to market basket. | | Last time you cried :: | the other day. | | Last movie seen :: | my boss' daughter | | Last movie rented :: | my boss' daughter. | | Last book read :: | speak.. as of now. | | Last word said :: | "roccah your so cute" i guess thats a phrase? | | Last curse word said :: | fuck. i always say fuck. | | Last time you laugh :: | hmm? | | Last phone call :: | my dad | | Last CD played :: | ush.. ush.. usherrr | | Last song you listened to :: | my wayyy | | Last annoyance :: | my cat attacking my feet | | Last IM :: | nick -dunleavy 30: fuuuuuuuuuuck | | Last weird encounter :: | ? hmm | | Last person you hugged :: | sean. | | Last person you yelled at :: | my dad. | | Last time you wore a skirt :: | summer? | | Last time you've been evil :: | never. | | Sarcastic? :: | @ work? | | Last time you fought with your parents :: | last night | | Last time you wished upon a star :: | hmm. summer? | | Played Truth or Dare :: | haha. patersons camp.. they wanted me to go skinny dipping w/ them but i said no. 3 guys- 1 girl thats way to much dick to handle. ;) | | Spent quality time alone :: | today. | | [x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x] | | Are you talking to someone on AIM :: | yeah. | | Do you feel lonely :: | yeah | | Ever TP'd someone's house :: | lmao. fun times. | | How about egging someone's house :: | lol.. fun times again | | Do you not like dislike not like me? :: | whhhat the fuuuck | | Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :: | eminem is hott.. but 50- hes kinda busted. | | Yo Momma :: | is fat. | | Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :: | lmao. no | | What do you think of George Bush? :: | george has a bush? what. FUCK HIM | | Any secret fetishes? :: | nooope. | | Do you like to wear chains? O_o :: | yah.. cuz im so ghetto? no. | | How many languages do you speak? :: | 2. well 1 fulently. but spanish kinda | | Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :: | .. no.. they're cold tho | | Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :: | YES! | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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[General Information] *State your full name: Kaylah ______Riley *Do you like your name?: Yes *If you chould change it, would you and to what?: i like the name kelsey.. *How old are you?: to old to count;)
[Relationships] *What do you want your wedding to be like?: Perfect *What is the perfect setting for having sex?: if you love the person, anywhere is good. but the best place i have to say is in a bed.. in the dark.. with candles . aww:) *Have you ever been in love?: Yes *Are you in love?: Yes
[Your opinion] *Rock music is...: okay. *Pop music is...: ohh britney<3 *Your thoughts on anarchy: i donno? *Do you believe in God?: yes.. sometimes.
[Favorites] *Type of Music: um i like basiclly all kinds of music. *Band: sumblime. or greenday. *Food: italian. *Thing to do: go snowboarding! *Thing to say: fuck you. *Person to talk to: as of noww... sean. *Subject in school: fuck school. *Parent: i love my mom. *Color, why?: hot pink.. its pretty. *Author: hmm. i donno. *Book: anything BUT.. to kill a mockingbird. ive never been so bored in my life!
*Candy: skittles.. taste the rainbow?
[Random] *Do you like yourself?: sometimes. *What do you like about yourself?: my eyes ocansionally. *What don't you like about yourself?: my hair. its so curly and sometimes frizzy.. like now. prolly cuz i just rolled outta bed. lmao *Play any instruments?: i used to play the recorder:) lol. *Are you depressed?: Sometimes *Ever been suicidal?: not to the extreame. *Do you do drugs?: DO= no. have i? yes. *Do you drink alcohol?: yes *Do you miss anyone right now? Who?: Yes, it doesnt matter (anymore?)
*What do you want to do with your life?: move to vegas. go to college out there, find a house. get married. u know. *What's something you want to accomplish before you die?: i want a house in vegas, 1 or 2 kids, 4 wheelers, a dog.. and a cat. :)
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[Jewelry worn daily]: a necklace, rings. belly button ring. [Pillow]: green pillow case. comfy. [Shoes]: ae clogs. [Favorite top]: hmm abercrombie sweatshirt. [Favorite bottoms]: ae sweatpants! ya! [Cologne/Perfume]: abercrombie 8 [CD in stereo right now]: usher [Piercings]: my belly button,and my ears [Hair]: light brown. [What you are wearing now]: jeans & a sweatshirt. [In my mouth]: my teeth. [In my head]: wishing everything would go back to normal. [After this]: watching a movie. [Talking to]: asswipe.. [The last thing you ate?]: tacos. yum. [Some of your favorite movies]: love & basketball. now and then. chick flicks mostly [Something that you are deathly afraid of]: dying. [Do you believe in love at first sight]: no [Do you belive in forgiveness]: forgive but never forget. [If you could have any animal for a pet]: a monkey. [What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: let me think. . las vegas, las vegas, and umm.. las vegas? ill be there someday.. u watch. [What's something you wish you could understand better?]: why ppl think they know everything.. and why ppl are fucked up in the head, and lie. hmm . tl.
[In the last 24 hours, have you] 01. Cried: yes 02. Bought something: yes. 03. Gotten sick: cold.
04. Sang: yes. 05. Eaten: yes 07. Felt stupid: not really. 08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: yes 09. Met someone new: yes
10. Moved on: nah. 11. Talked to an ex: yes 12. Missed an ex: no 13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: no 4. Had a serious talk: yes 15. Missed someone: yes. 16. Hugged someone: yes 17. Fought with your parent: yes 18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yes.
[Who] 01. Have you known the longest: chelsea. 02. Do you argue with the most with: tammie 03. Do you always get along with: kenny. 04. Is the trustworthiest: sean 05. Makes you laugh the most: kiki. 06. Has been there through all the hard times: bryan 07. Has the coolest parents: josh michaud. 08. Have the coolest siblings: um? no one does that. 09. Is the smartest: lots of them.
[Personal] 01. Who is your role model: my mom. shes so strong and never gives up. 02. What is some of your pet peeves: people who talk shit. 03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: hmm. 04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes. 05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: kinda. 06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): no 07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yes. 08. Rather be dumper or dumped: dumper. 09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship. 10. Want someone you don't have right now: yes. 11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yes
12. Do you want to get married: yes. 13. Do you want kids: yes. 14. Do you believe in psychics: nah. 15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: kind of.. 16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my eyes. 17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i donno. 18. Are you happy with you: sometimes. 19. Are you happy with your life: i try to be. 20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i donno.
Have you...
1. Fallen for your best friend?: yes 3. Been rejected?: yup. if you havent. your a liar. 4. Been in love?: yes
5. Used someone?: been used. but not the user. 6. Been used?: yes by tammie. 8. Done something you regret?: yes very many times.
Who was the last person..
9. You touched?: sean 10. You talked to?: nick 12. You instant messaged?: chelsea 14. You had sex with?: umm.hah. kyle:-X 15. You yelled at?: my dad. 16. You laughed with?: ashley. 17. Who broke your heart?: kasey. Do you.. 19. Color your hair?: no
20. Have tattoos?: i want some. 21. Have piercings?: yes. 22. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? not now. 23. Own a webcam? nope. 24. Own a thong? yes 25. Ever get off the damn computer? yep. 27. Habla espanol? YES! 28. Quack? duck.
Have you / do you / are you... 29. Stolen anything? yes. 30. Smoke? i have b4. 32. Obsessive? not really. 33. Compulsive? sometimes. 34. Obsessive compulsive? don't think so. 35. Panic? no 36. Anxiety? no 37. Depressed? sometimes. 38. Suicidal? nope. 39. Obsessed with hate? no. i hate hate. 40. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? um . no. but i had a dream kenny died?
*Questions* 41. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? with friends.. but im grounded. 42. Can you do anything freakish with your body? um? 43. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? eyes & teeth. 44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: yes definatly. 45. Would you marry for money?: no. 46. Have you had braces?: no. 47. Do you pluck your eyebrows? yes. 48. Do you like hairy backs? no. 50. Could you live without a computer?: lol no. 51. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc: yes. 52. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: um the max. 53. If you could live in any past, where would it be?: the 60's they looked like fun. 54. Do you wear white socks?: yes i dooo
55. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: off 56. Your favorite fruit?: apples.. 57. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: white
58. What is your favorite place to visit?: florida. 59. What is the last movie you saw?: um tangled 61. Are you photogenic?: my family says i am.
62. Do you dream in color or black and white?: color. 63. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: on my thumb. lmao
64. Is it chipped or fresh?: chipped
65. Do you have any dimples? yes 66. Do you remember being born?: no 67. Why do you take surveys?: Im bored. 68. Do you drink alcohol? yes 69. Did you like or do you like high school?: its okay. minus the drama it brings. 70. What is the best accent? irish. 71. Who do you want to kiss? aww 72. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: sunsets. 73. Do you want to live to be 100?: no way. 74. Is a flat stomach important to you?: depends 75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? yes. 76. Are you loyal?: yes. 77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: yes. 78. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: off. 79. Do you like your nose?: nope. 80. Do you think you can draw well?: depends on what it is. 81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasn't real? 8?. 82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: alooot. they're acually in the bedroom across the hall lmao. 83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? variety and alot of it. 84. Do you write poetry?: sometimes when i need to vent. 85. Snore?: no. unless im trashed. 86. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: side
87. Cats/Dogs?: both
88. Do you lick stamps?: oh yeah, yummy.
89. Do you use an electric can opener?: no 90. Have you ridden in a hotair balloon?:nope.
here we go...
Like your name?: yes. kaylah.. ooolala. Were you named after anyone?: yes. Do you wish on stars?: yeahh. Which finger is your favorite?: my pinky. When did you last cry?: Yesterday. Do you like your handwriting?: yeah its not bad. Who do you admire: my mom. we've been over this. What is your favorite animal?: monkeys
If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?: um. yeah probably. Are you a daredevil?: can be, I guess. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?: when i was wasted, yes. it wasnt big though. Have you ever stolen anything? yes. Do looks matter? they cant be hidious. Have you ever miss used a word and it sounded absolutely stupid?: lol . yah red socks. when i was like 6. no its like.. red soxxx lol. im so dumb Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: yes, im irish. Are you trendy?: you could say so.. How do you release anger?: try to talk it out.. then come out the fists;) Do you trust others easily?: not at all. What was your favorite toy as a child?: my kitchen. Do you like sappy love songs?: yes. Have you ever been on radio or television?: yes. Do you have a journal?: yes. Do you use sarcasm a lot? no Have you ever been in another country? yeah. What is your nickname?: kay, kay ray, kayler. ect. Would you bungee jump?: yes, i want to. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: no. what are you worried about right now?: stuff. Do you ever wear overalls?: hahaa, no. Do you think you are strong?: im built liek a brick shithouse.
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1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? smoked so much that i almost couldnt breathe, went to las vegas and fell in love all over agian- went to montana and met my family that i've never seen my entire life. yeah. and so much more.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i dont think i made any.. i was passed out by 12oclock lmao. 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? yes. 4. Did anyone close to you die? yes, RIP adam routhier & chris grant. 5. What countries did you visit? i stayed here. 6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? true commited honest love. 7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? september 16th. its when adam died. :-/ 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? being able to let go of my best friend that moved down to florida<3 10. Did you suffer illness or injury?strep. thats about it . 11. What was the best thing you bought? christmas presants for my family 12. Who's behavior merited celebration? hmm 13. Who's behavior made you appalled and depressed? porbablyy.. different friends. 14. Where did most of your money go? clothes
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? a going away party for jroth that never happened:-/ 16. What song will always remind you of 2004? green day- time of your life.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. happier or sadder? sadder
ii thinner or fatter? eh. fatter. :( iii richer or poorer? richer. 18.What do you wish you'd done more of? hung out w/ ppl i've lost. 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? gotten upset. wasted time being pissed off. 20. How will you be spending Christmas? my moms, my dads, then my grams<3 22. Did you fall in love in 2004? i believe so. twice. 23. How many one-night stands? 1. eek. 24. What was your favorite TV program? the oc. 25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? obviously. 26. What was the best book you read? forged by fire. 27 What was your best muscial discovery? hmm.
28 What did you wish for and get? my wishes didn't come true. 30. What was your favorite film of this year? they're was a alot. 31. What did you do on your birthday? i believe i got an amazing suprise party, and they're were so many ppl here and it was amazing:) <3 thanks bry & ashhhh. 32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? if jroth didnt move. 33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? hmm. i cant desribe it? preppy? lol. 35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? britney spears. 36. What political issue stirred you the most? how much i did not like bush 37. Who did you miss? kasey. alot. :-/ and adam, chris and jroth.
38. Who was the best new person you met? probably all the ppl at market basket. kenny, jamie, josh, nick, megan, miranda, meghan. they put a big impact on my life. {bucketers- i love u} 39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: be yourself. do what you want. dont take what others say to heart. be who you are and be proud. dont hold onto things that always fade away, its a waste of time. 40.Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
How I used to kick it on the front porch (With you) And how I used to lay back and smoke weed (With you) And all the little basement party joints we'd do Now I'm just missing you How I wish
I wish that I could hold you now I wish that I could touch you now I wish that I could talk to you Be with you somehow I know you're in a better place Even though I can't see your face I know you're smiling down on me Saying everything's okay
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[26 Dec 2004|09:03pm] |
6 weeks old 2-day mommy a b-day gift for me a pair of big blue eyes through one day i will see
where are we going mommy with the rain splashing down when it hits the sidewalk it makes a funny sound bang through the big white doors with people dressed in green if they hurt you mommy just run away and scream help me mommy their tearing me apart their goes my big blue eyes their goes my little heart i love you mommy believe me i do but the worst thing is i htought you loved me too
:-/ ehhh. how shitty. could this night get any worse.
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work was good. jaime kenny AND dylan were there. could it get any better? my 3 fav. boys.. that arnt rookies.:) it was good. we were talking about the bucket b4 we hired all the new ppl & how they'res only like 5/6 of us that are orginals. lol REPRESENT:) i miss the good ol' days. when they had no cameras. and we could do whatever the hell we wanted. good timessss.
what else. oh yah. me and jamie r hanging out on wednesday and going to the mall to spend all our money. it should be fun:-D i love him.
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LAST PERSON WHO... Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: sean Made you cry: umm. mr wotton cuz hes an asshole. Spent the night at your house: sean You shared a drink with: my uncle. You went to the movies with: my mom You went to the mall with: megan -christmas eve. Sent you an e-mail: ? no one sends me emails. Said they were going to kill you: toby.. he was kidding.
*~*~*HAVE YOU EVER..*~*~* Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes Gotten in a fight w/ your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc.?: nope Been to New York?: yes Been to Florida?: yes California?: yes Hawaii?: no Mexico?: no China?: no Canada?: yes Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened?: yes Wish you were the opposite sex?: no Had an imaginary friend?: no
~-~-~-This or That.-~-~-~ . Red or blue?: blue . Spring or fall?: spring . Santa or Rudolph?: rudokoh
. Math or English?:fuck them both. . Chocolate or vanilla?: vanilla. . Pepsi or Coke? pepsi- im not allowed to drink coke ( michauds :) )
**QuEsTiOnS** . What are you going to do after you finish this survey?: get ready for work. . What was the last food you ate?: umm ben & jerrys ice cream. . Are you bored? yes . How many buddies are on?: ...73. had to count lol . Last movie you saw?: ah. tangled. it sucked. . Last noise you heard?: my cat meowing. . Last time you went out of the state: um. kittery trading post w/ some hicks . Do you have a crush on someone?: eh. . Do they know?: :-/ . What's his/her name?: this sucks. . What do you think of ouija boards?: scary. . What book are you reading now?: speak. its good.
. What's on your mouse pad?: i dont have a mouse pad? . Favorite magazine?: cosmo. . Worst feelings in the world?: hurt/pain. . What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: am i late and.. gotta brush my teeth. . How many rings before you answer?: depends . Future daughter's name?: Jaidyn.
. Future son's name?: Don't know it changes constantly. . Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: yes. a big catapiller. . If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: physical therapist. or the 1st girl hockey player in the NHL . Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: ambidextrous. . Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: yes . What's under your bed?: lottts of junk. . Favorite sport to watch?: def. hockey. . Your Hair Color: light brown . Eye Color: blue
. Height Currently: 5'4 . Glasses/contacts: i wear both . Siblings: 1 brothers . Location: btown.
. College Plans: Blah . Any Piercings?: bellybutton. ears. . Best Friends: Bry, Sean and bre. . Are You Timely Or Always Late: Timely i hope . Do You Like Being Around People: yea . Have You Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did Lately?: eh . Do You Have A Job: yes . Are You Lonely Right Now: kinda . Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no . Do You Want To Get Married: yes, when the time comes . Do You Want Kids: yes
* * * * FAVORITE * * * * Room In house: kitchen. Type of music: everything
Day Of The Week: fridays
Color: hot pink. turquoise Perfume or cologne: abercrombie 8 Month: June. Season: Summer
~!~!~!IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:~!~!~! Cried: yes Bought Something: yes
Gotten Sick: no Sang: yes Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: ..... Met Someone New: yes Talked To Someone: yes Had A Serious Talk: yes Missed Someone: yes Hugged Someone: yes Fought With Your Parents: yes Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: nope Had a lot of sleep: yes
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[25 Dec 2004|11:24pm] |
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I've been know you for a long time But fuckin' never crossed my mind But tonight, I seen sumthin' in ya That made me wanna get wit 'cha But you ain't been nuttin' but a friend to me And i never ever dreamed to be
Up in here, kissin', huggin', squeezin', touchin' Up in the bathtub, rub-a-dubbin' Are you sure you wanna go this route? Let me know before I put it out I would never ever cross the line let me hear ya tell me one mo' time...one mo' time...
[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby) Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again)...
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[24 Dec 2004|09:26pm] |
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its called sminoff, hynotiq, grey goose + bicardi and coke=
one hell of a christmas eve w. sean :-D
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